For many, many, MANY years, I was struggling to read on a consistent basis, even when I was in a period of my life where I had no major commitments or obligations. I basically had no life. Yet, I was still struggling to do things I want to do.
Now, here’s the thing about me. if I absolutely have to do something, I will do it. If there’s a problem, I will absolutely want to fix it as soon as possible. If I, however, want to do something that is not required, like watching TV or reading a book, I usually just push it to the side with the intention of doing it on another day and, surprise, I end up not doing it. What is a surprise, though, is I’ve actually gotten into reading on a consistent basis. Omg, I know. All of you are cheering up and down and throwing confetti in the air while singing “Everywhere” by Michelle Branch.
Yes, it is quite an accomplishment for me. I’ve been consistently reading roughly two books a month, which is astonishing, given the fact that I only read like seven books last year, heh. You would think because of this minor miracle, it would be easier for me to watch TV now. No. Just no.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just can’t sit through an entire episode of Breaking Bad start to finish and binge 25 episodes in a single day like most people can. I tend to watch a few minutes at a time and just procrastinating doing nothing.
Lately, I’ve been having some mild success with watching TV because I am finally focusing on watching a selection of specific TV shows, as opposed to going back and forth between 12 TV shows, and ultimately being frustrated that I can’t remember what I’ve already watched.
Right now, I am actively watching six TV shows, or trying to at least, heh. Of course, there are the usual suspects that I’ve talked about repeatedly on this blog: Breaking Bad, Awkward, You’re the Worst. And then there are the shows I’ve just started watching.
An unhappy man is trying to deal with the recent loss of his wife with the support of his friends and colleagues.
What We Do In the Shadows
Based on the movie of the same name, a camera crew follows a group of vampires in Staten Island in their everyday lives.
Based on the Marvel character of the same name, a man who always thought he had schizophrenia finds out he is a powerful mutant.
As you can see, there’s a mix of dark dramas, light-hearted comedies and dark-hearted comedies. Yes, I created a whole new genre. When I was in my 20s, I used to watch a lot of crime dramas where someone dies every five minutes. While I don’t mind a little dying here and there, I mostly just want to watch a group of friends hanging out and dealing with their every day lives. I mean, I won’t watch a guy doing his taxes, but I will watch him having a nervous breakdown while trying to do his taxes after finding out his mom is in the hospital from a heart attack. Hey, I am a writer after all. :p
I am a man with very low expectations, and by now I know not to expect much from myself, so I’m not planning on finishing any of these TV shows by the end of the year. I am, however, expecting to at least get into a rhythm of watching at least some of them consistently. Yay for achievable goals. :p