When I was younger, I used to go to the library all the time, specifically the one downtown because it had a much better selection than the smaller branches. Also, I didn’t havemuch of a life at the time, and I needed the excuse to go out.
Slowly, I came to a realization that I didn’t enjoy going to the library as much as I wanted to. There are four main groups of people you will always see in a public city library: students studying, parents with kids, employees, of course, and people who are either homeless or look like they’re homeless. And the majority of them are in front of computers because apparently going to the library to browse books for fun has been out of fashion for 20 years.
Because of this, I felt largely out of place whenever I would go to the library. For some reason, I always expected for other people in their 20s to browse the library bookshelves with me. I know, how unrealistic of me to expect that. Instead, I found myself literally the only one going through the bookshelves. I know. I know. It shouldn’t have bothered me, but it just felt strange being the only one browsing through books in a library while everyone else was just either sitting around, going through the DVDs or on a computer.
Also, I’ve slowly realized over the years that it is impossible for me to finish a stack of books and DVDs in three weeks. I always end up renewing three times and not finishing anything anyway. The closest library from me is only a ten minute walk, yet it always feels like I’m climbing Mount Everest every time I have to return them. Or being forced to go back to work after having heart surgery. I’m not sure.
I prefer having a collection of books and DVDs. Yes, I have to pay for them and, yes, they take up space, but I like having the choice to watch whatever I want whenever I want and not feel suffocated with the idea of finishing it and returning it. And they’re nice to look at. 🙂
I don’t see myself going to the library on a regular basis again. It’s just much easier and satisfying to watch DVDs and use streaming services. Heck, I’m only ever at the library when I need to print something, which is hardly ever anyway. I’m just not a big fan of going to the library as much as I used to be.